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    Official Selection Athena Film Festival 2020

    Screenings

    Reimagine: Life, Loss, & Love Virtual Festival
    Virtual
    Jan 01, 1970
    International Spiritual Film
    Tel Aviv/Virtual
    Nov 07, 2020
    Athena Women's Festival
    New York, New York
    Mar 01, 2020

    Credits

    PRODUCED and DIRECTED BY Paula Weiman-Kelman EDITED BY Noam Levy WRITTEN BY Fernanda Rossi ORIGINAL SCORE BY Adam Weingrod CAMERA Paula Weiman-Kelman Josh Treadaway Jerry Risius ADDITIONAL CAMERA Michael Ezrachi Dennis Zin SOUND Judy Carp
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    Dying Doesn’t Feel Like What I’m Doing

    Directed By: Paula Weiman-Kelman / 63 Minutes
    USA, Israel / 2020 / English
    Documentary / Biography
    Territory Rights: WORLD-WIDE
    Exhibition Format: DCP, Prores/QT

    Option for Live Appearance: Q&A
    Name of guest: Paula Weiman-Kelman
    Role of guest: Director

    Synopsis

    “This happens. You don’t want it to happen. But it does. So the important thing is to have a practice so that when it happens you can be with it. You can work with it. The best preparation is opening to love.”
    Rabbi Rachel Cowan

    “Dying Doesn’t Feel Like What I’m Doing” is a moving meditation on living resiliently with mortality.

    Rachel Cowan, a beloved rabbi and influential spiritual teacher, is diagnosed with an aggressive brain cancer. She navigates her illness while teaching and practicing mindfulness, feeling gratitude, surrounded by love.

    Through conversations, archival footage and Rachel’s own photography, her earlier life is revealed. With ease and honesty she revisits a past dedicated to the well-being of others and her community. She meets her husband, Village Voice journalist Paul Cowan, in the Civil Rights movement. Together they discover meaning in Judaism which leads to her conversion and rabbinic ordination. The first female Jew by choice to be ordained as a rabbi, she founds institutions that transform Jewish life. Her experience during Paul’s early death from leukemia leads to the creation of the Jewish Healing Center. Learning meditation through her work at the Nathan Cummings Foundation transforms her, inspiring the establishment of the Institute of Jewish Spirituality. Faced with the challenges of her own retirement she develops “Wise Aging.”
    The film seamlessly weaves Rachel’s past with the present, allowing the viewer to be in the room with her as she navigates the progression of her illness while revisiting her life. She is honest and vulnerable facing the unknown and refocusing her fear in order to appreciate the present. She gives strength and insight into the journey that we will all be facing.

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